Monthly Archives: October 2013

Mind Shadows


Knowledge is addictive.

You can become so obsessed with learning about something, digging deeper into history and context.

But soon you can’t stop. The thirst growing greater, your brain expanding all the time. The feeling of your mind muscles flexing, developing, thriving.

But when the subject gets dark, like a tunnel you go further in, the blackness pulling you through. Still you are addicted, digging frantically for an answer you will probably never find.

All the knowledge in the world is available with the Internet. If they take that shit away, I will lose my Yin.


Reality Check


It is truly amazing how, as humans, we actually create our own realities.

Every thought and every wish is put out there, thrown into the universe for all to witness. Passing along wavelengths as a ball of energy, drawn to similar thoughts and energies. If enough people believe ‘this’ is life, this will become life.

Monday is a drag for the majority of the population. Tuesday is no better, likely consisting of the same thing as the day before. Live for the weekend, those 48 precious hours nipped out of a whopping 168. Then it’s already Sunday and you know tomorrow you got to do it all over again.

…For what, can anybody enlighten me?

Nobody demands we do this. We choose this, by believing ‘that’s the way it is’. Well I advise that is only the way it is if you choose a lifestyle- no, life- that demands this commitment.

None of it has to be this way, for anybody. We are consumed by ego, social status, attachment,  dependency,  consumerism. Obsessed with our external realities, we scramble desperately for a ‘life’ we are convinced is the only way of living. We file along like sheep, always waiting for orders, hardly even thinking for ourselves.

I’m sure if given the choice, most people would not pick this way. But we become devoid, defenseless. We get used to wallowing in a situation and eventually we expect to be in that situation, or a worsened version of it, forever more. And yep, because we expect it, we channel it and our energy attracts it. Easily leading us into a trap of manipulation and control.

Of course we can be free if we want to. Just like negative thoughts attract negative outcomes,  positive thoughts most definitely attract positive outcomes. I will never underestimate the power of the human mind. And if we only use 10-20% of it now, just imagine what we could achieve if we finally, actively opened up! That shit deserved an exclamation mark.

Hello, We Are Human


Information is addictive. Craved like a narcotic, a small amount leads to the thirst for more. So, hungry for information, it becomes a path to the most unexpected place in the Universe.

The deeper you dig, the more enlightened you become. But enlightenment comes with a price. To be fully enlightened one must surely be wise to the good and the bad.

The way this world is run, from the top of the pyramid to the bottom, is absolutely vile. It is too vile to be even spoke of any more than is neccessary to inform. The deeds committed by these collectives are actually unspeakable. The information is consumed once and it is enough to last a lifetime.

There is an eruption taking place in my mind right now. I can’t bare the inhumanity I witness all around me, every day. I can’t bare the sight of other humans succumbing to the manipulation,  most without even realising it. 

When will WE wake up?



What do you write about when your mind is bursting at the seams?

There is so much within, yet it flows not like a peaceful stream, but a dam gushing on.

Thoughts so fast, each gathering upon the last.

No sense of order or delivery.

Writer’s block actually pains me- as if I’m trying to break through a forcefield.

Brings to mind David Icke’s Prison Warders and blocking frequencies.



You want to express it all but it won’t quite flow.

Just have to fight on, heal and and break through.